Bad Memory

"Bad Memory" by Patrick Fahy is a thought-provoking science fiction novella set in the early 1960s. The story centers on Jim Channing, an ex-vector commander, who embarks on a transformative journey when he decides to buy a planet. His quest for riches leads him to morph into a Jube, an alien species, where he finds profound joy and love with another transformed individual named Aln Muh. However, this newfound happiness is threatened as Channing's human memories begin to wane, creating a poignant exploration of identity and the cost of aspiration. Upon reverting to his human form, Channing confronts the heartache of losing his previous existence and the love he once held, prompting reflection of the idea of sacrifice and the true meaning of happiness.