Egocentric Orbit

"Egocentric Orbit" by John Cory is a science fiction story that examines what happens to an astronaut's mind when faced with the solitude of space. The story is told from the perspective of an astronaut orbiting Earth, who contemplates his mission while completing checks on his capsule. While making multiple orbits of the Earth, he reflects with both excitement and thoughtfulness on the crushing feeling of individuality and importance of being alone in the vast cosmos. Aware that previous astronauts returned from similar missions changed, he is confident in his ability to appreciate the beauty of space. Ultimately, he chooses to give up returning home. It is an intentional choice driven by his psychological transformation and his place in the universe.